Reading and the Final End of Summer

Do I even need to explain how great it was?

Last summer nights

Actual summer ended for me on the 6th of September but I've been trying to hold on to it for as long as possible. Next week Monday (tomorrow) is officially 100% ended as every single person I'm friends with have gone back to school. I can't really explain how amazing this summer has been, especially comparing to last year. It's going to be odd going back to such a structured and planned life when this summer has been so unplanned and spontaneous. 

 '' I miss the mornings, waking up beside friends rolling spliffs and smoking them outside on the balcony. I miss the afternoons and late evenings sitting on the grass in the Heath drinking away. I miss meeting up with new people. Having different conversations about different things. I miss walking up the hill to the house where we’d get ready for parties, play drinking games and eventually stumble out drunk getting even more fucked as we approached the party. I miss the parties. Meeting more new people, having more conversations. I miss the journeys home with random people. Stopping off at McDonalds while eating on the bus. I miss the amount of weed we’d have each day. The strain I’d put on myself just to feel that heavenly high. I even miss the disgusting hangovers, at least they were evidence of a good night. I miss the stress for money, how to afford everything but always finding a way. I miss my mum complaining I am never home and the way sleeping in my own room was like sleeping in a new place. I miss the spontaneous decisions we’d make. Even if it was late, it didn’t matter because we had no time to be home, no place to go. I felt so free and open to whatever I wanted. We could do anything. I miss the random boys and the nights at Primrose. I miss how I’d keep meeting the same people at different parties, making friends with them and getting closer. Some never to see again, some now are real friends. There is so much I did, we all did. So much that wont ever happen again. I just really miss it all ''

Not having anything to do for a week got me on top of my film list. I watched quite a few but my favourite of the lot and now one of my favourite films ever was: American History X. I can't begin to explain how much I fell in love with Edward Furlong. It was weird it being set in Venice Beach, LA since that was exactly where I was a couple weeks ago (but obviously not the same era) Anyway, I've been telling literally everyone to watch it so please please, if you read this then go load it on any website ( we all know how to...) 

Before I end this post, I'll leave you with a couple songs that I'm completely obsessed with now. They all seem to be rather sad but that's just the end of summer blues speaking.

Bit of an odd mix but I never stick to one genre. I should do my summer assignments but think I'll pass. 

M x